I've brought myself a soft toy as my present for my coming convocation on March,whom will it be???Hahahaha, TAAADAAAAAAA....^.^is one of my favorite Japanese Animation,Edogawa Conan,from the famous animation series Detective Conan!!^.^ i'm so happy that i can received it by mailing on time, and i'll be very appreciate it....it will be one of my guardian when i getting sleep, and it will accompany me to attend my convocation too....and it always make me thinks about my Bf, cos both of them wearing specs,hahaha... and i just can't wait that moment to come,cos i really miss my friends there..especially him....hope that I can get extra guest card so that he can enter the hall to seeing me on the stage, and i wish to give him the scroll, sharing my highest achievement with him.......^.^
Is been a very long time I didn't used English to write down my feelings here, everytime when i just can't faced myself, don't know how to explain myself, i choose to express it by other language.....
Sometimes i'll think: is here the place that i belong?? y i'm so strange,and different to other people?? am i weird? When i was little, some of my time,i would have thoughts,thinking that maybe i'm an american,or a British, cos i just felt that is hard for me to speak chinese with my mom and dad..and i just can't figure out their thoughts and thinking. I am a strange girl,that really really like robots,cool stuff like guys did, but this make people think that i'm weird...sometimes i didn't like to share much of my feelings to people, not because that i'm scared, is because..i just feel very lonely, who cares about what a weird girl thinks about,even my family too......
I wish to recover back to a normal person, a happy girl...a person that evryone cares about.....
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