Sad 3 months...

My world become more tension than ever: lack of sleep, more and more painful causing by the decease i have. Already 3 months, suffering from amnesia,anorexia, fibroadenoma, nightmare and a lots of painful bruises all over my body. I have no longer have the courage to faced the consequences alone... This might be the very first time i have such bad feeling in my life, i've tryin' to tell myself, not to be givin' up, no matter what, but now...i have already tired and upset to what i have persist until now...Is time for me to let go...moving myself to a saver and peaceful place...rest in peace.